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After going to a terrible interview last week (My first absolute disaster interview ever) I reached my job epiphany moment. I realized I detested retail and can't imagine myself working anywhere near a store (unless it's my yoga/cafe/ community space) in the next five, ten, twenty years. I hate the thought of being an aging woman and running around selling crap to people or trying to motivate a lame staff that doesn't care and has sex in fitting rooms. So I began to wonder, what the hell can I do?
I went to my fifteen year high school reunion this weekend, I visited my two cousin Ina's. One is black Ina and the other is blonde Ina and they are truly opposites. Spending time with each of them really inspired me. Each Ina has three kids, two cats, and a dog. They both live in nice houses and seem totally fulfilled by their lives. Black Ina is a teacher, Blonde Ina is a geriatric doctor and has significantly more money as a result. However, she only works part time. Being with them and Ilan this weekend, seeing my old high school friends all made me think deeply about my career goals and what kind of mother I want to be.
I spent Saturday and Sunday morning walking with Black Ina through Baltimore with her dog Sadie and dissecting my life and career aspirations. I talked to her extensively about yoga and my commitment to feeling centered and strong. We talked about my mommy/baby yoga classes and how DOPE they are and how grateful I am to share that with Ilan. I mean how many kids do you know who will have over three hundred hours of yoga under their belt by the time they are three years old?
I talked with many people who at thirty two/thirty three are changing their lives (high school reunion was super fun and interesting) and talked with everyone about how amazing it is to have kids, how incredible it feels to know you're doing something awesome for them, I talked with blonde Ina about being present in her family and being involved in her kids lives (soccer practice, plays, etc) and so I pretty much decided I'm going to try to get my Master of Arts and work towards becoming an elementary school teacher. This way I get summers off with the bambinos, I have vacations free with them, I can incorporate a yoga pose of the day with five year olds, and basically work in a job that makes me smile until I'm old and gray and ready to retire. I'll have weekends off with the family, I'll see my kids. I won't make a lot of money. But at this point, I feel that I could live with less as long as I get to be a yoga mom who can find a way to inspire little people to be awesome.
I have my first meeting with an admissions councelor at Columbia University's Teacher's College on June 3rd. Pray for me!
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